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Ah deep space travel can have some really bizarre effects on your mind.. thought processes, good, bad or indifferent.
SOME it can be said moreso than others. The perception and or what could be ‘perceived’ by the AI sleep modules we have already seen are more than capable of reading, sensing; acting upon hidden desires; ah what some might call DREAMS..
YET there are as we shall see other ‘forces’ at work. The Gods playing their games, those
spirits and other ‘celestial’ beings? Tolgani was a novice, in comparison to some who had
lived for centuries; millenia.
Immortai, immortality produced some bored beings seeking out entertainment
in ways beyond most re imagination, thought processes. reasoning?
Umm for the most part you can forget about that..
Lysa was far less susceptible to mirages, trickery and those beings.
presence and PRESENCE WAS in some instances very relevant. NOT
everything was ‘SOL:ID’ in form, visible ?
Sentient life. OUR SPIRITUAL or SOUL existed and only a God of creation
could terminate it, erase it.. Of course allowing it to exist even if it had not
been good in whatever form it had occupied?
Rebirth could see it getting punished. Ending up excreted or secreted
in ways too terrible to comprehend. Some races made extinct if the Gods decided an
‘extinction’ event was required. Ah yes..
The Gods of creation, directly or indirectly, could RESET the CLOCK.. infinitu itself Whole galaxies. worlds turned back to
their orignal raw form. Primitives stumbling around in the darkness always looking to the ‘light’
for ILLUMINATION.. ENLIGHTENMENT.
The CELESTIAL clock, was a gift from the Gods The ancient and here I mean a race
MILLENIA ANCIENT beings.. The time controllers, only allowed to install, maintain across the
Qiverse. TIIME itself. EVERY moment in OUR lnvitation to exist.
The Celestial clock;, also allowed the use of the PORTEI SEMPERU. portals to allow the transfer
from one place to another of literally; ANYTHING. Whatever whoever, HOWEVER that existence
was conceived, perceived.
The ARCAN were the only race permitted to install, maintain. repair, service such; ‘’CLOCKS’
NONE dared to interfere with, abuse, misuse such installations, wiped from existence as a
warning .. to others NOT to disobey the will of the Gods..
BUT I digress..
Tolgani, was attempting, to get some rest.. recharge not only his
physical but mental processes It seemed INEXI was and could be
demanding but luckily for him..
When she, was actually ‘awake’ within him.., yes, that would be an
acceptable way, of illustrating a truth. NOT always even when he might
have believed otherwise?
NOW lying in the recline transversion unit. Very comfortable and the sentient
force scanning his thought processes, reasoning and it was NOT amused,
An unfair statement, IT, had no cognitive, physical form, NOTHING
except its leaching of what lay within this shell. this life force..
‘Tolgani.’..
There, is, a downside to using such devices.. Those beings seeing
the means to have some fun ? Respte as it was known was one of
them..
IT could take ANY form, ‘ presence’ and in this moment IT had latched
onto some deeply buried thoughts, memories? Ancient so ancient in
what that was.. in all its original concept outdated after AI took over.
This life form had memory receptors. still functioning. still storing, REMEMBERING
what it considered special.. unforgettable? ! a special one, known as a FEMALE.
Some flushing of his renal cortex.. a rush of cortisone, of well being. pleasure at what it was now ‘recalling’.
What i regret ah yes some REGRET? I wish I could go back in time. to tell you how much I adored you.
Big, bouncy and flouncing around my whole body craving the opportunity to TELL YOU how I really felt,
NOT lying to PLEASE others about, NOT having an attraction to YOU simply to please them
NOT meeting others views - their judgment on how a female should be.. ?
So YES I AM sorry, i DO REGRET not having the balls to have YOU at my side as
MY female.. NO matter what they would have said. YOU were always good to me..
SINCERE. HONEST a rare gift given those around us.
WHAT I missed out on. YOU next to me.. to hold and yes make love to.. feel
the bounce the tingle, YOU always left me with. The thoughts still haunt me..
Dozing off.. to wake, feel that tingle.. the flesh, the closeness. NO wondering IF this
was an illusion.. Hands exploring, teasing.. exploiting as ‘she’ turned to smile. shift
in closer.. to whisper.. How about we do less talking, less thinking and ?
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